Next!
Okay, this shall pick up where the first left off. Let's see, this illness, makes me really really, erm unfit. Maybe it's also because of the lack of exercise but my knee almost gave way when I tried to skip a step on a flight of stairs. That gave my doctor a reason to add a calcium tablet to my list of meds. I tired out easier than before.
Oh yeah, HSP is like a swelling of joints and veins. It affected my intestine, yeah that's where the blood came from the diarrhoea :) and then it crept to my kidney. Now it's damaged. Now that's what making me eat those damned medicine. It's at standstill. Good and bad. Not improving but not getting worse.
I'm still thinking how the hell am I gonna afford my meds after NS? I mean now, they pay for it. It's like $3k every 2 to 3 months. That does not include the blood test and consultation fee. I see 2 separate doctors. Bleah. It's not like I choose to be sick.
People are so judgemental, they see a fat person and say you eat too much, you cant be sick you're fat and healthy. I am neither. I don't eat much and I am certainly not healthy. Back then, after I was discharged, people say I should exercise more and do this and do that and other load of bull. I am a young guy who was told my kidney is failing. How the fuck does a guy exercise when your joints were swollen and is healing?
I was so pissed off when one of my relatives asked me to carry a heavy box during the preparation of my brother's marriage ceremony. Doctor clearly said, no strenuos activity, no carrying of heavy objects. But I did carry. My back hurt like mad. When I told them ( my relative ), she told me that I couldnt even carry such a thing since I am big sized. I almost blurted " Fuck you, this is my brother's ceremony and I should be entertaining guests and my friends who turned out, not be here and listen to you bitch about things you dont understand" to her face, but I was kind and just leave. Where do these asswipes come from, I dont know.
End of 2nd post. Oh, a certain friend promised to come during that day but didnt, I demand an explanation. Till next time.
Oh yeah, HSP is like a swelling of joints and veins. It affected my intestine, yeah that's where the blood came from the diarrhoea :) and then it crept to my kidney. Now it's damaged. Now that's what making me eat those damned medicine. It's at standstill. Good and bad. Not improving but not getting worse.
I'm still thinking how the hell am I gonna afford my meds after NS? I mean now, they pay for it. It's like $3k every 2 to 3 months. That does not include the blood test and consultation fee. I see 2 separate doctors. Bleah. It's not like I choose to be sick.
People are so judgemental, they see a fat person and say you eat too much, you cant be sick you're fat and healthy. I am neither. I don't eat much and I am certainly not healthy. Back then, after I was discharged, people say I should exercise more and do this and do that and other load of bull. I am a young guy who was told my kidney is failing. How the fuck does a guy exercise when your joints were swollen and is healing?
I was so pissed off when one of my relatives asked me to carry a heavy box during the preparation of my brother's marriage ceremony. Doctor clearly said, no strenuos activity, no carrying of heavy objects. But I did carry. My back hurt like mad. When I told them ( my relative ), she told me that I couldnt even carry such a thing since I am big sized. I almost blurted " Fuck you, this is my brother's ceremony and I should be entertaining guests and my friends who turned out, not be here and listen to you bitch about things you dont understand" to her face, but I was kind and just leave. Where do these asswipes come from, I dont know.
End of 2nd post. Oh, a certain friend promised to come during that day but didnt, I demand an explanation. Till next time.
posted by Huzaimi at
6/28/2009 07:51:00 PM
1 Comments:
eheh...ouch...sobs sobs
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